Tell me why you love me and tell me why I should believe you.
Tell me with a breathe and tell me with out hesitation.
Tell me all the things that you love and all the things you’ll learn to love.
Tell me when you fell for me and when you knew you couldn’t live without me.
Tell me all my flaws that you’ve managed to love when no one else has.
Tell me the mistakes that I’ve made that have made you love me more.
Tell me how many times you’ve said you loved me and how many times I’ve said it back.
Tell me the secrets that you’ve found out but have loved me in spite of.
Tell me when I fell in love with you and when I knew I couldn’t live without you.
Tell me me more than just the words and that is when I’ll know it to be true.
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Scream
I stand here, yelling and screaming.
My face flushed with anger and hate.
I scream “I fucking hate you!” as tears run down my face.
I can’t stand to look at you but I can’t ever leave you.
I scream “You’re always ruining my life! You ruin everything!”
All you do is look at me with no words of your own.
I want to punch, kick, slap and beat you.
I want to tear myself away from you and all that you are.
Your lies, your deceit, your fears, your self-loathing, your torment and your judgement, all of it.
They all come with heavy prices that I have to pay and I have paid in blood.
I scream at you “I wish you would just fucking die!”
And you still have nothing to say.
I want to see that there’s feeling in your eyes and not just a cold and wmotionaless stare.
I want you to acknowledge that I exist and that what I want and feel matters.
I turn back to you once more and scream “Please just stop! Just stop being who you are and just fucking try! For me! For us!”
But you will never change.
You will never stop being you.
You will never stop doing the things you do.
I will never stop hating you.
I will never be free of you.
I reach out to you and you reach back.
Our hands touch, separated by the cool thin glass.
I hold my head down and whisper one more time “I hate you” as I turn away from the mirror and turn off the lights.
Just Whisper My Name
Sitting here awhile.
Thinking of your smile.
Missing your touch.
Missing you so much.
Wanting to be near.
Wanting you my dear.
Just whisper my name.
You know I’ll do the same
Needing to be yours.
Needing you more and more.
Having you in my heart.
Having you never part.
Longing for your kiss.
Longing for all I miss.
Just whisper my name.
You know I’ll do the same.
Come back to me fast.
Come back and make it last.
Lets make love one more time.
Lets make love till words don’t rhyme.
Our bodies need to be one.
Our love will never be done.
Just whisper my name.
You know I’ll do the same.