Tired

I’m tired.
I’m tired of always being let down because I expect more than I should.
I’m tired of people not living up to my expectations.
I’m tired of always trying to convince people that they are better than they are.
I’m tired of being everyone’s excuse for misbehaving.
I’m tired of the bullshit that people makeup when the truth scares them.
I’m tired of making connections that are as strong as tissue.
I’m tired of making plans that no one holds to.
I’m tired of meeting people who disappear after a couple of weeks.
I’m tired of people using me to do what they really want to do.
I’m tired of having to be something I’m not just to make the smile.
I’m just tired.